Mahdi Ahmed

Scripting waves of imagination from the sunny side of the Maldives.

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FIFTEEN: THE DAY I WAS BORN TOO

5 March 2011.

At 12:10 pm in Bangkok, you entered this world.

And in that exact second, I entered a new one too.

I became a father.

I have replayed that moment in my mind more times than I can count. The hospital light. The quiet tension in the room. The first cry — sharp, honest, alive. Then they placed you in my arms. You were small. Wrapped tight. Eyes half-open, as if you were studying this planet before deciding whether to commit.

I had written scenes for decades. Designed emotions. Crafted climaxes. Built heroes.

But nothing — absolutely nothing — prepared me for that close-up.

That was the day my real story began.

When you were little, I carried you everywhere. Morning walks. Evening walks. Five kilometers at a time. Every day. Your head resting on my shoulder. Your tiny fingers gripping my shirt as if I might vanish into thin air.

You probably don’t remember.

But I do.

I remember the weight of you. Not heavy. Never heavy. You weren’t weight.

You were purpose.

There was a day someone promised you a motorbike ride and didn’t show up. I still remember your face. The way your eyes searched the road. The way disappointment sat on your small shoulders like it didn’t belong there.

That day changed me.

I couldn’t promise to protect you from the whole world. But I could promise this: if you wanted to ride, I would be the one driving.

So I got my license.

For you.

You’ve grown into someone I admire in ways I don’t always say out loud.

Yes, you win matches. Yes, you juggle school, basketball tournaments, soccer training — and somehow still find the stamina to debate with me like a courtroom is waiting for you.

But it’s not the trophies that move me.

It’s your heart.

I see it in the way you care. Even when you pretend not to. Even in your teenage fire — those sparks that sometimes land directly on me. I won’t lie… sometimes they sting.

But inside?

I smile.

Because fire means you feel. Fire means you are alive. Fire means you are becoming.

Fifteen is not small.

It’s that beautiful bridge between boy and man. Not fully either. Strong enough to question. Brave enough to try. Young enough to dream without limits.

Some days you are calm like still water.

Some days you are lightning.

I see all of it.

And I am proud of all of it.

Here is something you may only understand years from now:

You have been my greatest teacher.

You taught me patience in ways no book ever could. You taught me humility. You taught me that love is not loud speeches — it is showing up. Again. And again. And again.

If life were a film, you would be my favorite long-running series. Every season better than the last. Plot twists I didn’t see coming. Comedy I didn’t expect. Action sequences that nearly gave me a heart attack. But always — always — heart.

Fifteen years ago, I held you in my arms.

Today, I watch you walk ahead of me. Taller. Faster. Stronger.

And I am still right here.

Not to control your road. Not to rewrite your script. Not to dim your fire.

Just to stand on the sidelines — and cheer the loudest.

Run hard. Stay kind. Guard your heart. Protect your fire.

And whenever the world feels too heavy —

Remember something simple.

I once carried you for miles.

And if you ever need it…

I still can.

…Although, let’s be honest — carrying you now might officially retire my lower back.

So maybe we’ll walk side by side instead.

Happy 15th birthday, my son.

MY MOTHER: THE SILENT ARCHITECT OF MY DREAMS

Every story I write began with her quiet strength.

My mother’s life is a quiet epic — full of grace, grit, sacrifice, and silent suffering wrapped in a love that speaks softly but endures fiercely. She bore life’s weight with unshakable patience, trading her own dreams for ours, never once asking for recognition.

She is — without even realizing it — the reason I became a filmmaker.

The Quiet Force

My late father served in the national defense force, and most days, my siblings and I grew up with his absence. It was my mother who filled that void — not with words, but with strength. She worked at the national radio station, juggling duty and motherhood at a time when “women empowerment” wasn’t even a phrase. Yet, she embodied it — quiet, determined, unstoppable.

She worked long hours, often coming home exhausted — but never empty-handed. Sometimes she’d bring me a Noddy book, sometimes a Tintin comic borrowed from a friend. One at a time. I’d read them with wonder, and when I was done, she’d bring the next. Those stories became my escape, my adventure, my first classroom of imagination.

The First Tool of My Craft

One day, she bought me a small drawing book — ten sheets, a deer printed on its back cover.
It wasn’t expensive, but for our family back then, it was the price of a meal. Still, she never hesitated. Every time my book filled up, she’d find a way to get me another. I knew how much that meant, so I drew carefully — tiny figures packed into every corner of a page to make it last.

That little book was the beginning of everything.

From Tintin to Asterix to Phantom, I started drawing my own comic panels. Without knowing it, I was storyboarding — shaping narratives, building worlds. My mother had given me the first tool of my craft. She had unknowingly set me on the path that would define my life.

The Source of My Protagonists

Now that I have a son, I finally see the magnitude of her strength. Raising one child is a journey. She raised eight — and raised us well.

We grew up disciplined, grounded, and kind — because she somehow managed to hold chaos together with grace.

Even today, she’s the heart of our family. The quiet force behind every one of us.

And no wonder — almost every screenplay I’ve ever written carries her shadow. My female protagonists, whether fierce or fragile, carry her spirit. They stand tall because she stood tall.
They endure because she endured.

Lizards and Crows

Of course, even heroes have weaknesses — and my mother’s only weakness, as far as I know, is lizards. One tiny lizard can turn this strong, fearless woman into a sprinter. I’ve seen her clear a room faster than any action sequence I’ve written.

And lately, she’s had a visitor — a crow that lands on her terrace railing every evening. She feeds it regularly, talking to it as if it understands every word. I joke that it’s Dad dropping by, keeping an eye on her and all of us.

Maybe it is.

Maybe love finds its way back — in the most unexpected wings.

The Story Behind Every Story

Today, as my siblings and I surround her, I realize — she didn’t just raise us; she built us.
Every dream I chase, every story I write, began with her small sacrifices and silent strength.

She is the story behind every story I have ever told.

And when I pause between those stories — in the stillness after the words, in the quiet corners of my thoughts — I often find her.

Sitting on her terrace as the day unwinds, sunlight brushing her silver hair. The crow perched nearby waiting for its share of rice.

And I feel time folding gently, the past and present meeting in quiet gratitude.

Maybe Dad really does visit her through that crow — to see the woman who once carried everything without complaint, who raised survivors disguised as children, who turned scarcity into strength and love into legacy.

Some stories are written on paper. Others are written on hearts. Hers is written on mine.

For my mother — my first story, my forever inspiration.

Happy 80th.